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Imminence
05:07
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Imminence
Days that boiled within me
Corrupted my peace of mind
They gather to disagree
And to pretend that my whole world is insane
As a fixed domain
I can’t sustain
The remnant of feelings remains
Stuck in passive ways
My brain won’t discern
If the words can still guide me away
I’m floating blindly
Showing head up high
Trapped in endless cycles
Searching for an easy way out
I’m floating blindly
Showing head up high
Trapped in endless nightmares
Desperate for an easy way out
Face that once hid pain
Has decomposed and fell off
Thorned roots that grew beside me
Are one with severed self and haunted I
As a fixed domain
I can’t sustain
The remnant of feelings remains
Stuck in passive ways
My brain won’t discern
If the words can still guide me away
With a trembling hand
I’ll keep my head an impure
Deserted wasteland
So I can rest
Rest secure
While I’m still in control
I’ll try to get ahold of something
That would be my only chance
To remind myself to keep trying
While I’m still in control
I’ll try to break the walls of thoughts that
Once within my faulty sight
Will tear apart my hope my light
Time will abandon my weakened mind
With blame
In pain
I still move forward
With a trembling hand
I’ll keep my head an impure
Deserted wasteland
So I can rest
Rest secure
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2. |
Supposition
06:43
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Supposition
Piercing my mind with these
Endless games and memories
Of the risks that could have been
My salvation my bliss
Playing in my thoughts
I would know
And go back in hiding
Scared and anxious
Overthinking things that were of no meaning
It bothers me to see
Paths that lead to disarray
Playing in my dreams
I’d assume
That it’s hard to grasp a fox
As naive as it may seem
I will wait for my time
Seek my chance to redeem
All the sins and be back in my prime
As I seek all the chances to
Follow the path
Follow your way
Follow the crowd
To embrace the desired light
The end just keeps running away
Kindly deceptive and
Lovingly enslaving to me
I will wait here patiently
Save the light and will to be
In a box I made for me
It’s always hard to grasp a fox
Free me from my pain
It’s always hard to grasp a fox
Give me what I need
Can you tune me again
I just hope I fit
But I’ll never be round
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3. |
Disowned
03:40
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Disowned
I witnessed the end
Creeping upon me
It took my sense of being myself far away from me
It forced me inside
There was no way to breathe
So I let myself rot and disappear
Where no light guide me
Fear takes over my thoughts
Where no one can find me
Shame
My curse is the one that strangles me more and more the deeper I fall
It makes me go insane
Seeing the tide rise up
Watching myself dissolve
I pray
Cut my brain out
Now the craving consumes me
The weight I bear lays too deep
Heal me
Cut my fucking brain out
I witnessed the end
Tearing my mind and my limbs
Creeping upon me and
Breaking down the cage of my sanity
I found out nothing would make me believe
Bury me with my vanity
Place me in hell
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4. |
Dissociation
05:52
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5. |
Lights of Dawn
01:36
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Lights of Dawn
Well I try
I really try
But I just can’t think
And I feel so tired right now
I couldn’t sleep
But it doesn’t matter
At night it’s just so cold
I’m so bored
I should get up
And go to bed instead
I still have hope
But it plays me and turns me upside down
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6. |
Reanimation
04:17
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Reanimation
I found it obvious and
Inconfutable
That every thought was laid to rest
Paint me black and white
In a way I’ve known before
With all the tension
As you creep into my head
I thought I lost you
But now I bend
Bend to your will
Choke my mind
Just drag me down
I hoped I killed you
I’ve got wounds to mend
Mend and ascend
From this self-inflicted hell
I left you bleeding but
Indisposable
Just let me go if I get lost
Reach in for my soul
In a way I’ve known before
With all the tension
As you crawl into my head
I thought I lost you
But now I bend
Bend to your will
Choke my mind
Just drag me down
I hoped I killed you
I’ve got wounds to mend
Mend and ascend
From this self-inflicted hell
Breathe and
Stay with me
Just breathe and
Stay with me
Don’t you leave me now
You’re the only thing keeping me whole
Don’t you run away
Like you did when I tried to replace you
Paint me black and white
In a way I’ve known before
With all the tension
As you crawl into my head
I thought I lost you
But now I bend
Bend to your will
Choke my mind
Just drag me down
I hoped I killed you
I’ve got wounds to mend
Mend and ascend
From this self-inflicted hell
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7. |
Absolution
07:16
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Absolution
Blind and numb I shred my heart
Believe then leave behind
Curious thing to live a life
So vain so void and bare
Cold and deadly grip of shame
Now’s the time to sort me out
Lights of dawn will fade away
As soon as I feel the cold wind
Bring me the peace I need
Push me towards the edge and down
Curse me as I force my view upon you
Only to be free when I break again
Feel me as spill my soul before you
Can you see it burn while I decay
Fear me as I feed my deepest pains
With lies delusions and idleness
Blame me as I lay without a way
And dream of becoming one with the concrete ground
Designed to fall apart
I still pray for your help
And now
The only thing
That could erase the fog and ice
Will never be given to me
No matter how much I long for it
Such a shame
I’ve never begged for empty words
Does it make me pityful
I hope the breeze will guide me down
To meet my peace
End my pain
Know that I would give everything
Just to lie down in peace again
Without the rain
Without my weight
Go right to sleep
But I will never wake again
I brace myself for death
I’ll do what feels right
Blame me now
I tried to do my best
I tried to live a whole life
With parts of me in hell
Blame me now
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